play on words, but so true.

I’ve done a lot of maturing in the past three months. It has nothing to do with Resolutions or anything of that sort, but 2010 has been a real eye opener.

I am a CHRONIC procrastinator. I swear I don’t do it purposely. S&F is still not up. I haven’t designed any more tees. I’m behind on my school work. I haven’t been dancing. Let’s not even mention this blog. SMH. I need a life coach! Lol. Seeing as I’ll be 24 this year i definitely need to get things prioritized. & I plan too. But I always plan too.

But lets talk about these REAL EYES REALIZING REAL LIES. There have been many times when I may have noticed things about people and I would simply never say anything. Now, I am not known to keep my thoughts or feelings to myself. But for tact’s sake I try to keep my comments to myself. My role is not that of the embarrassing friend. I don’t like to burst people’s bubbles, I just want them to know- you can’t fool me. Let them portray their lives the way they want. Even if they don’t live it. But I always keep my eye on Judas. (This could be series lol.)

An eye is not always enough. I know many people but I don’t have many friends and for good reason. There’s a girl I know, who’s facade I’ve fueled; calling her apple activity orange. There’s nothing wrong with an adult doing want he or she wants, no you may not want everyone in your “business” but the only reason that they know , is because you tell them. Its a game of telephone. You tell me this, you tell her that; different stories same EXACT circle. Juvenile. Then when confrontation approaches, synthetic terms of admiration are thrown- sweetie, honey. Yes you!  O_o.

And if you’re reading, no matter how much you DENY it, you’ve exposed yourself to be a liar, a traitor, someone undeserving of true friendship. The fault is not in the action, but in the lie. && I’ll say this JUST AS A REMINDER: let’s not forget who we really are and get beside ourselves.

I’ve tried my best the past months to not be jerk and call apples, apples. Inevitably the juice will spill. When fruit rots its usually from the inside out.

; )

FIN.