Where do I start? When I was younger I was a very angry kid; real cynical, sinister & manipulative. A bully. I believe that was because I was unhappy and that was my way of relieving the frustrations of my life. I fought boys on a daily- I liked it. I had to prove [...]

.. i’ve got a secret. Actually more than one. They’re about things in the not-so-distant past. I wanna tell you, and given our situation you couldn’t be mad. But given our connection you could beat my ass. So when I see you I’ll just grin and bare it. I guess some things aren’t worth sharing.

situations gettin’ hot && fishy..  … So my bestfriend, J Jacka, came over the other day to take the music outta my car for me, yanno deck, amp, speakers et cetera.. (since my car has cancer I’m donating it to the blind people). He came with these two other dudes, one of whose name I cant remember. But [...]

… party over oops outta time ! So its now 2008! Congrats to those that made it, condolences to the family of those that did not. I had no plans or antipations for the new year. So last week I decided to jot down some things I wanted to get accomplished.. sad thing is, I [...]

The term “Dream” is an exaggeration but you get the idea. So in efforts to move on with my existence. I’ve decided to make a move on this crush I have. I’ve “known” him for a minute. And I emphasize the quotations because in all actuality I do not know him. But every encounter that I’ve had [...]

… actually, I feeling like writing (typing). Sorry about the language. That little diddy was in my head. But just an update, I am happy to report that i am no longer dying from my “loss.” I had to slap myself, shake myself up! I wasn’t losing anything, just horrible bad habits. He was my habit. I [...]

“now he wanna come home.” Well thats what Kim said…. and for the record, she was right. Well, at least in this case. I finally “Let It Go” after a drunken quarrel. After a series of backs && forths, hang ups && call backs. He told me (via text message) that “this was the end” [...]