Baby, I’ve missed you. The warmth of you on my skin.. I can’t wait to see you again. To feel you again. This time we won’t be disturbed. Me & You all day, all night. Sleep? A distant memory. I wanna be in love, so why not with you? M I A M I (that’s [...]

one from the shoot on saturday.

As soon as 12 a.m. struck on this day I knew I could barely face it, it was the eve of all eves. I knew that I would drown my misery, lonliness, & sorrows in a bottle of something. And at 1 something in the a.m. I was already drowning in him.  Emerging, I went the [...]

They featured my previous blog. I loves it! BestPenalty.com

 And I’ll have him. Hello my name is BAM & I’m a homewrecker. Reading one of MJ‘s blogs took me back. There have been many occassions when I have knowingly entered someone else’s relationship and felt not a wee bit of concern. It actually excited me. I had no mister but he clearly had a misses. The [...]

I was in my psych class tuesday (which is a Race & Ethnic Relations course) and the prof. gets to asking about how we feel about racial jokes. I told him no, just to keep it simple. Though is Chris Rick or Uncle Bernie (r.i.p) Make a joke about ‘niggas’ I’m surely gonna laugh. If [...]

Just my quick recap of the VMA’s.. The host was okay, better than Sarah Silverman. Kudos to Brittney, she looks healthy.. i love it! Poor Rihanna, disturbia was a mess (& i love her ) – she shoulda pulled a B2K. T.I. & Rihanna’s performance, along with Xtina Aguilera’s was a little on the dry [...]

I fell in love today… (zappos.com)  DSquared2 Platform B015-130!  They stand at a lewd 5½ inches.  Heavenly right? But they don’t have my size.. this is supposed to be my birthday shoe ; can someone find these in an 8.5 or 9 for me plz!!? (yes im even taking a 9 in these cause i [...]

.. or thats how it seems to happen with me. Life is a little eh right now. Nothing extremely terrible has happened but nothing good has happened either. My young man friend is home and weirding up. Good thing I went into this with no real expectations .. I still have a goal in mind, [...]

… actually, I feeling like writing (typing). Sorry about the language. That little diddy was in my head. But just an update, I am happy to report that i am no longer dying from my “loss.” I had to slap myself, shake myself up! I wasn’t losing anything, just horrible bad habits. He was my habit. I [...]